Nice to be back home in Los Angeles. It's heartwarming and comfortable.

The only thing is that every time I come back, I'm able to see the passage of time like I couldn't before. I see Los Angeles every several months apart, so the little changes that gradually happen for everyone else happen instantly for me.

I wish time stopped for me whenever I'm in NY. I miss so many things here in LA, and I'm not around to experience them as they change. I used to think that nothing changed around here, but I was wrong. All I needed was a different perspective to remind me that time and life don't wait for anyone.

I wonder if I've changed as well. It's hard to say. I wish I knew if the direction I'm going in is a good direction for growth... or if I'm just making myself run around in circles. I guess time will tell, right?

Anyway, Merry Christmas to everyone out there. =)

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